Everything seems to go well, then you hit a bump in the road.  I've been on target every week, but it gets so hard to keep it up.  I go out with friends and they get these really juicy burgers or calorie laden works of art and I always look for the lighter side of things.  They compliment me on my weight loss and how slim I'm looking these days, but deep inside, my old food freak wants to come out and join them.  I know the end is near, but it's so hard to maintain this life style.  I keep telling myself that it's for my own good.  My doctor told me to lose wight and exercise if I want to keep my blood pressure down, and it's working.  I've been over weight for over 40 years, and this is the first time since I was in my mid twenties that I am in the normal BMI range!!  I never thought I'd get there.  Maybe just talking about it will get me back in the right frame of mind.  I can only hope.