I made my motivation board today. Includes my swim suit, vacation and the word sexy. I don't wanna be skinny and I don't wanna be a size zero. I wanna be strong and comfortable in my skin again. I hope this is going to be the best four weeks of my life and that it will lead into the best 3 months and so on.
I joined Bombshell Fitness thinking that if I had my workouts, cardio and nutrition lined out for me, that it would make it easy. It's NOT! With the pressures of finals and any testing for LVN school, I felt guilty for spending two hours at the gym instead of two hours in my books. I started slippin. And then one morning, after a huge storm, the gym doors wouldn't open and my motivation laid in the rain by the door as I drove home and sulked. That was more than 3 weeks ago and I haven't been able to find it since.
Now, I'm joining Diet Bet with Ashley. She's awesome. I follow her on instagram and I love how she holds herself accountable. She's honest and just such an inspiration.
So, here goes nothing. The start of yet another new beginning. It's only almost 7 pounds, but it's more of a mental thing for me! And I'm not always mentally strong!