For the first time since I started this journey I had a cheat day. I didn't go crazy, but I had a few things that I wouldn't normally have. At one point I found myself at a drive-thru. I don't think I've ever mentioned this, but french fries are my kryptonite! So I decided because today was my cheat day I would indulge.


As I waited in the drive-thru line, a feeling of sadness just overwhelmed me. I remembered how many years I'd spent shoveling crappy food into my body. At that moment I realized that I just didn't want to do that anymore. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that cheat days are bad. I just think right now they're not for me. That doesn't mean that I won't indulge every now and then, but today it just felt like I was taking a step backwards.

Right now I'm feeling strong, and I'm making good choices. That is the kind of behavior that I want to see in my life. I may not be able to go back and change some of the choices that I made in my past. But I can change the choices I'm making for my future!