DAY 143: Not ready, Freddy

carly n.

08/12/2015 9:55PM
Hey, so once again, thank you so much for sharing with us. I was reading this on my phone and I had to sit up and turn on my laptop to continue... I needed a bigger screen and of course, I had to add my thoughts. My thoughts.... I remember online dating, when I first moved here and knew exactly one person, it seemed like a good place to start, in the end, I had a great relationship with.... my computer. The guys, not so much. But I remember the bravery it took to meet each one of them, and you should be so proud! I also think you should keep going... don't swear it off, and don't force it, but stay "out there". I continue to be totally amazed by your growth and adventure. Also on date #1 you just mentioned your interpretation of his reaction to you, and nothing about your reaction to him.... just an observation. :)

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Pirwaki

It's encouraging to know that you have been here before, too. Online dating is work! Several people have said I shouldn't swear it off, but I feel so uncomfortable. On the one hand, I could be disgusting to someone. On the other hand, I'm wasting their time because I'm not ready to go where they want to go. The guy from last night is texting me today and I don't even know what to say to him. Anyway, I hadn't noticed I didn't say anything about my reaction to the first guy! Actually, he didn't look quite like his profile pictures, either. He was himself a little heavier, and really not that cute. I think I caught myself thinking that and then dismissed it because I didn't have the right to make that type of judgment. Thanks for reminding me that I'm allowed to have that type of opinion, too. :)

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