Here's to Jaws, and freaking out.

 

Im not finding this difficult and it's kind of freaking me out.

I mean don't get me wrong, I'm thrilled that I'm sticking to my eating plan. I'm surprised that I haven't given up on the exercises yet. I'm utterly amazed that the little voices inside my head aren't telling me I've done well so far so I can fall off the wagon for a bit. But most of all, I'm freaked out. 

It's like watching Jaws without the warning music. The shark comes along, but without the ' dundun, dundun dundun music, it's just a big fishie doing what big fishies do. Someone stole my dundun music! My scary moments havent happened! My 'must resist chocolate' moments haven't been an issue. What the hell is going on here?

I'm terrified that everything is going to attack me all together. My will power will weaken, the sugar tooth will emerge, the little voices will win me over. And it's all because I don't have the warning dundun music to warn me that it's getting difficult. 

And yeah, I do realise the idiocy of someone on a diet worried about the fact that they're doing well. Maybe it's just because DB keeps it at the forefront of my mind and that's making it easier, I don't know. All I know is, I really hope the dundun music is gone because the shark isn't coming in the next scene, and not because the tv's on mute.