Sooo.. just finished one challenge and was able to get myself down. How.. well I didn't eat much for the 2 days before, I did juice, but very little real food and worked out extra long and hard. So..good job me.. but immediately after I start pigging out.. Liek I can't control myself. I have such an addition to food. It is just frustrating.. I even got treats.. I basically ate the ones I got for my hubby and kids.. like half of theirs plus mine.. I am a bad mommy! haha  So I weigh myself.. and I am up like 6 pounds in 3 days.. really?? Yes I did just eat a bunch of watermelon after lunch and I needed to go number #2 soon.. but that is ridiculous. I HAVE to make real lifestyle changes.. I just need to commit and say NO to my constant cravings. Listen to my true hunger and stomach.. stop trying to push in there bc it tastes so good or because I feel depressed and lonely. So I started a new challenge. I really want to make it without having to starve myself at the end bc I couldn't control myself more throughout the whole challenge.. SO HERE I GO AGAIN!! New Mindset!