My game starts in 6 days. 

This is scary.  This is public.  This is exciting.  I'm not alone.  

There's a commercial with a statistic about how many women have an I-hate-my-body-moment each day.  That's me.  When I'm getting dressed in the morning.  When I'm shopping for clothes.  When I look at other women who are skinnier than me.  When I'm with my husband (not because of anything he has done I must say). There are days I wished I lived long ago when being large was the trend.  (Can't believe I'm admitting that.)  

And then there are days when I know there are other things more important to worry about.  

But this year I want to find a balance.  I don't want to shop in the plus size stores anymore. They're expensive! I want to move my body and feel good about it.  I don't want to hurt! I want to enjoy food still but not over eat.  

My game starts in 6 days.  I can do this.