So I wrote a blog post five months ago when everything was going great. I had lost 25 pounds since March and was winning Dietbets left and right although I had already discovered that it was easy to shoot up five or six pound in the blink of an eye. Small yo-yos. But I was down 34 pounds in total in seven months. And then something changed. Mid-October to mid-November was tough but things really fell apart when a bunch of stresses hit me over the last six weeks of the year. First a Doctor felt a nodule and told me that I needed a biopsy to rule out cancer. It turned out to be a false alarm but I didn't know that for several weeks. A week after that, the San Bernardino shooting happened a few miles from my office. And the terrorist's townhouse with more pipe bombs and thousands of rounds of ammunition was across the street from my office. This was disturbing on many levels. A week after that, my son totaled our car although, thankfully, no one was badly hurt. Finally, five days after that, my car was rear-ended on the highway when someone didn't stop in traffic and pushed another car into me. The result of all this was I stopped eating well and exercising every day and put 22 pounds back on over the last 11 weeks. My profile chart which had such a great downward trend now looks like a reverse check-mark. In the process, I lost a bunch of Kickstarters and the three Transformers that I am now almost halfway through may be lost causes.
OK, it happened. The excuses (or explanations or whatever you want to call them) aren't even important. Interestingly, I'm not even all that upset about it. Like John Lennon said, "Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans." I stumbled. And now it's time to pick myself up and dust myself off. I'm excited to begin again!
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Posted on January 5, 2016
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Sign in to Comment2016 is a new start for all of us. Having all this happen around the holidays made it worse, I'm sure. Holidays are hard even when everything is going right. You made it thru all these trials. You have lost weight all year in 2015. You can keep it up for 2016. YOU CAN DO IT !!!
That is a lot for anyone to go through. I hope everything just gets better from here. You have such a positive attitude, I'm sure you will succeed.
I'm so sorry that you've had such an overwhelming last couple of months! I think it is such a testament to your character that you have not made excuses (though no one would blame you if you did) and have such a resolved, positive outlook. I think you've set yourself up for a great, fresh start in 2016. Hopefully, things have turned a corner, and it's only upwards from here (well, downwards in terms of the pounds).
What an awful stretch for you! I'm glad you're safe from the real dangers and that the stresses have started calming down for you. You have a fantastic outlook on tackling the rest of the work you have to do for your weight loss, and that's critical to your success. You can do this! Keep blogging!
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I'm so sorry that all of that happened in such a short period of time. This is one of my greatest fears, that life happens and all of the good that I've worked so hard for is essentially erased. I'm glad that you have such a positive outlook on it and are making the choice to come back, I don't know if I could be that strong.
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