How many times am I going to try something new? I guess until it works and losing weight is no longer a monkey on my back. I'm always trying a new way to look at it...a new diet...a new mindset...a new book...a new reason to get healthy.  Within a couple of days I say "fuck it, eat the cookies. All of them". It's not healthy. I know I need to do better. Why don't I ever stick to it? Is it mental? Emotional? Physical? All of the above? Anyway, here we go again....