It has been 4 years since I lost over 50 pounds and had a normal BMI.  I did very well 3 years after that  maintaining it plus or minus a few pounds or two.  For the past 6 months, I have struggled and gained 20 pounds of the 50 that I lost.  I was overweight my whole life and feel so much better when I am at a healthy weight.  I have joined about 10 or more diet bets and lost every single one.  I am determined to get back at a healthy weight and feel great again and fit into my clothing.  I hate this feeling.  I do not want to be super thin, just healthy.  I am trying this last time and determined to do it!