For so long I ve worried about everyone elses happiness except for myself. I spoke to a psychic and she didnt have a lot of good things to tell me. She said things that hurt and it all made sense. I looked in the mirror and decided I was going to take back control of my life and loving and focusing on me for a change. I have 4 beautiful children and another one who isnt mine but I take care of her as well. I ve been thru it with my husband and is the reason why I have allowed myself to let go and not be the woman god created me to be. My time is now. I will be better then I was and I will strive to be a better me and a better mom to my children.