I know I know. Everyone says it's a struggle. Everyone has an excuse. And I know thats all that they are. But man is it hard to want to get up and sweat. Don't get me wrong. There was a ti.e when getting up and working out was top priority. And now almost 10 years later and the pregnancies I can't get the want to high enough to do it. I work hard for a fee days and then nothing. I feel like my support system isn't there. And I know I need to want it bUT it sucks to know that the people around me think it's pointless or a waste. Makes me sad. But I've started. And don't want to stop. It's time to be healthy again. Wish me luck.