I'm done with my weight.

Two kids, 13 years apart and even though I'm thankful for my body to make two kids, I'm tired of the battle. I look in the mirror and don't recognize myself. 

 

First pregnancy in my mid 20's and I ate everything and stopped exercising. I gained 70 pounds and it took me 3 years to lose the weight. I worked out everyday, ate right and stopped eatting after 5pm. 

 

Second pregnancy, gym, yoga, cardo and a healthy diet! I was hungry for veggies all the time! My favorite joy food was ice cream but I would only have it once a week and a child's size. I gained 55 pounds and aftery csection I was back to a normal routin in 24 hours. I could not believe I was up walking  the same night I had the baby!

baby is 18 months and its been a slow weight battle.

Here is my problem I'm 38! My body has gone through many changes. I now exercise at least 4 times a week and I try more but then I just feel tired! 

I eat what I like which I can no longer do that. My goal is to drop down to a healthy weight but no longer see myself in the mirror and ask who is that person.

my lowest ever weight was 115.

my favorite weight is 124!

my goal is 130 in 2015, that is 26.2 pounds, sounds easy but every pound is a battle and I don't want a magic shake, pill or shot! I have to do this right. Diet is key for me.