I won my last diet bet, I should be thrilled. But I'm not. I'm disappointed how slowly this weight came off. I have a wedding this summer I am privileged to be a part of, and a good 50 lb to drop.  So now is the time to get serious about my eating habits. Seriously serious. My plan for the remainder of the month, Feb 2-28th, is to cut out all breads and sweets.  I want to start treating my body as a machine, and make it work for me. Instead of me being a slave to cravings and emotions. I plan to journal this month and pray for strength to gain a healthy control over my body. If I can achieve these goals, even the smallest weight lost will be a victory. Because it will mean I have began overcome many of my innermost weaknesses. I'm putting this in writing for my own benefit, so that I can read this periodically to remember my nonscale goal.