I had to go to the pharmacy today to pick up some prescriptions. It was a last minute decision, It was almost lunch time.
I left my snack on the couter when my daughter rushed me out of the house.
When we got to the pharmacy my munchkin asked to visit the food court area. Realizing I was feeling a bit off I checked my blood sugar. I was down to 70. I got my daughter a not too sugary yogurt and a drink. Myself, I got some bad for me chips and a diet soda. (both of which I am not proud of, but they worked for the moment)....
While sitting there I realized that it's not so much about what I eat as that I am aware of what I eat, that I watch portions and I track. That I am aware of what I eat. I journaled it. I kept my carbs down to a serving size so that it was good for a snack and I am ok with that. I am not going to be upset that I let chips pass my lips and a soda here and there is better than the 4 a day I have been known to do..
I have realized that I rely on the measuring cups, the ability to know calories and carbs in things. No more mindless eating here! I really am happy about that!!
I am going to allow myself small steps and have the grace to know that I am not perfect but that I am at least aware of what I am doing!
:) It's been a good day!