How often do I end up back at the beginning? For losing weight, it's been several times already, and you'd think I'd learn. I thought I was successful the last time, but obviously it wasn't since I now joined DietBet. Every time I get influenced by others who easly bring me back to where I was before exercising and eating healthy because I'm somehow convinced that there are no repercussions from eating this whole pizza or two quarts of ice cream...

Then I get angry...and frustrated...and I remind myself how hard it was to lose the weight, but my inner cries fall on imaginary ears. Nothing keeps me accountable.

Putting down the whole amount to play for the entire 6 months is more real to me. I can see how much money and time I will waste if I don't keep up with my good habits and I have the responsibility to see it through.

I can feel the depression settling in, but I'm going strong starting today.