Non-scale victory of the week!
Admitting that I need help and actually going to the gym. I need to get back into a swing of tihngs before I lose all control of my body.
What do you feel you could have done better this week?
Workout more. I am at the point where I need to find balance in my life. I am actually hitting breaking point with COVID and I'm scared I'll never lose weight if I can't find a rutine or if I can't break out of my depresssion to actually lose weight. I am tired of making excuses. I am tired of being fat, I am tired of the person who I am because I feel like second class to myself. What is there to like? It's so like weird and not polished and could be doing better in a lot of ways that I am not taking responsability for. I get it; life is hard, life is work. If you want something, it's work. nothing gets done for you. nothing. Part of me doesn't even know who I am anymore. or did I ever know who I was? Did i? Part of me sees the light but is to scared to reach out and display in it. I don't want to be a fat activist. That's why I don't show my face. but I'm tired of hiding. I'm soooooo tired of hidng who I want to be and not coming out with who I am as a person. I feel it's obvious but it's hard for me. it's hard for me. I want to be stronger. I am stronger then I think I am.I am capabile and strong enough to get this done. it;'s about not giving up. Yeah, not giving up. Don't give up grace. Please don't give up. it's going to be so wroth it when you weigh 135lbs next year. it's going to be so worth it when you win your dietbet at 258.0 it's going to be so worth it when you are 250 nov 1. when you're 235 dec 1, and when you're 220 jan 1, when you're 205 feb1, when you're 190 march1, when you're 175april 1, whn you're 160may1 and when you're 145june1, and FINALLY july 1 135. You have to believe it. I know you want to lose weight faster but you know you have to set goals and follow through with the plan. I know you're not good at following through with plans. How can I help you be better? How can I get you to complete what you're doing? That's your key. That is your takeaway. "how can I complete this goal?" How can I complete what I start?" you got it. I look forward to hearing from you.
How many days did you exercise last week?
1
How would you rate your diet last week?
2
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