I'm so happy you are doing well!!! I w thrown it in the ditch too many times to count. That's part of the reason why I ended up 80 pounds overweight. I think I'm going to start another 30 day dietbet get down with dani tomorrow or the day after. Join with me if you'd like. If not no pressure. I'm sure I will join another one sometime soon. I usually post it in our group on Facebook. Do you still get those posts? Join back in with us if you'd like. The girls there are so encouraging. It doesn't matter that you didn't make it before with the transformer. Every day is a new day and new beginning. I don't judge. We can support one another there if you want. Either way, goodluck! Go get em!!