Hey! :) I know I'm a few days late responding to your intro post, but I only have time to get on here on the weekends. (And the weekends are my hardest time.) It is so easy to be upbeat and cheerful and encouraging for other people, but sometimes it is just SO hard to believe the YOU CAN DO IT thing, isn't it? It sounds like you are kind of in that place where sometimes it just doesn't feel like it's worth the effort. If you need someone to talk to, vent, cry, celebrate, anything - connect with me on FB (facebook.com/Kerrie.Ann.1975). I don't know how db works very well, but maybe you could direct message me here, I don't know. I know that you CAN do it, but sometimes it helps to have someone to lean on!