Sometimes I don't know what's wrong with me. My body refuses to lose weight. I've lost 10 pounds that has stayed off but the rest just fluxuates. Maybe I'm not consistent; maybe I skimp on water some days; maybe I don't work out every day like I should; maybe I eat too much junk food some days; maybe I'm just meant to be overweight. I can't and won't believe that. I won't accept that. 

I want this so bad but I'm not fighting hard enough. 

I want this so bad that I want to fight harder. 

I want this so bad that I AM going to fight harder. 

I WILL FIGHT HARDER.