Okay. You, lady, are just my favorite. I needed to read this blog post SO MUCH. Quite a lot of your milestones are mine, as well. I'm going to write mine out, to remind me why I'm doing this and also to check them off. I can't believe I haven't done this. The airplane seat-- so hard. Public seating with arm rests, just in general, give me anxiety. Rollercoaster-- check (although, I didn't even have the guts to try, I just said I didn't like rollercoasters. But I do. A lot.) Crossing legs, closing towels, all of this. All of this. The reward system, well, I just don't know. I reward myself with stuff without method, like a toddler, so I never feel rewarded by my rewards. I have been planning to, when I lose enough weight to participate well, join a barre fitness class. And maybe, just maybe, a pole dancing fitness class. I love the idea of barre, and all the strength and work that it requires, but I am not physically capable of doing it right now. So that's kind of a reward, I suppose. I'm learning-- well, I knew, but I'm remembering-- that I need constant inspiration to keep me, uh, inspired. I have been neglecting blogging, neglecting reading blogs, neglecting researching and constantly striving for improvement. I got comfortable-- bored, like you said. And that knocked me down. Your blog (and Alice's earlier today) both just re-lit the fire. Thank you! I feel ready to create some new goals and plans and successes. I wish I was more helpful for you, but all I have is gratitu
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