So I started playing softball again last year and continued through the spring/summer this year. The men's team I played for last year did not ask if I'd play with them again this year. That's fine because I was at their level skill wise (defense, knowledge of game) but because of my weight, age, and strength, I couldn't really compete (speed, hitting) at the same level. The coed softball team I played on this year was closer to my level with my hitting improved from last year and defense still good. After the season ended, there was talk of playing in the fall. I expressed interest at the time and the people said they'd send emails to everybody to see who wants to play. I sent a couple emails afterwards asking about it but no one replied so I assumed they weren't going to do it. I then decided to not join an independent team and just focus on losing more weight to prepare for next year.
So, today I go to the softball website and I find out that they have a team for the fall after all and apparently signed up at least 1-2 weeks ago! I wasn't going to play anyway but I am MAJORLY PISSED OFF! At least tell it to me in my face if you didn't want me to play.
A few weeks ago, I was insulted walking down the street by a guy walking the opposite direction and muttering under his breath..."nice boobs" in not so nice words. Low enough that I'm pretty sure only I can hear.
Sorry for my rant but these recent slights/insults plus all the other crap over my life from being overweight has just put me over the edge and now I'm setting a specific target of getting down to 220 and build up my speed and strength by end of March so everybody can STFU and kiss my a$$!