I am a chronic restarter. I hold myself to a level of perfection normally saved for photoshopped fictional beings. I am sick of starting over. So this is my last last day. I am committed to being committed. I am dedicated to making healthy choices. I know what I need to do and I am going to do it. I gave myself full permission to eat whatever I wanted before my first diet bet. No consequences. No guilt. And for my last supper I chose asparagus, carrots, cucumber, hummus, and cottage cheese. I chose this over Chinese food. Life is about choices and I'm ready to choose success and long term health.