I'm sorry you've had such a bad week! But you will get through it... we always do. I recently heard a commercial - can't remember which one - say "If not now, when?" I keep having that run through my mind when I'm thinking of putting off something, anything. I'm hoping that it will keep me on track. Sounds like you are already there. Cheers to a great first week of staying on track and competing with ourselves to do what we know we can do. All the best. =) Kathy