Last year one of my big goal was to get to a goal weight of 150lbs. Long story cut short, I didn't hit my goal. Even though I got close to hitting my goal I hit an emotional roller coaster ride. I was struggling financially; I was feeling lazy about everything. I kept thinking am I going to be struggling for the rest of my life. I was in a home where a lot of people didn't really care about my goals. Every passing day I would lose motivation until I eventually gave up and went back to old habits like eating shitty junk food and spending money on things I didn't really care for. I only thought about the short-term instead of looking at the bigger picture. Last year was definitely tough on me mentally and emotionally. I'm the type of person that doesn't like to be too open about my emotions or thoughts. I barely have friends I talk to regularly. I knew I needed to change something, so I thought a lot about what should be a priority for me. Last year I tried to hit all my little goals instead of focusing on my big goals. Although in the end I didn't hit any of my goals. I learned to focus on big wins that will make me a lot happier than all the little goals I had for myself. To create systems to keep me on the path to achieving my goals. Failure doesn't mean the end, failure for me is to try again but go for my goals with more structure and create a better system than I did before. Sorry if I have a lot of grammar error, I kind of rushed this blog but I was getting a lot of my thoughts on here and it's all over the place but any comments and criticism is welcome. Go for your goals until you reach them, even if you don't you'll be a lot happier knowing you tried your hardest and learned even more than if you didn't try. Have a good day smiles from me. -Mark