I don't share before and after photos because most of the time, I don't see a difference. Logically, I know a 100 lbs loss resulted in a pretty big change. But I am blinded by my own perception.
When I actually notice a difference is when I least expect it. I may catch a reflection, see a photo, or run into someone who doesn't recognize me. Or I'm mistaken for my sister, who is 40 lbs lighter than myself (and who is a brunette and I'm a redhead, so on many levels, I don't get this).
I think my biggest struggle is being stuck with my old perception. I'm coming up to a few days of not being home and started with the mindset of "F-this" whole healthy eating crap. I can't do it there. I never can. I closet eat.
That doesn't need to be who I am or what I do anymore. I have had this amazing opportunity for a fresh start in a new, healthier body. Falling back into old habits won't keep me there long.
So, I've taken control of menu planning for the next few days. I've made a plan, and I will stick to it the best I can.
*Photo: yoga on the beach while in Cuba. I'm sharing it because it is one that made me do a double-take. Initially, I was awed. Then I started to nitpick about the loose skin. Ya, it's there. Just means there's more arm sticking around to hug my niece and nephew.