Is 10% of your weight 25 pounds or so? I don't know how tall you are - I do know that 115 is not a very big person so, hope you are being realistic so that you can see how wonderfully supportive this community is and the wonderful ideas you can get in so many different areas. You are doing a wonderful thing for your "baby" - don't take away from that! You cannot turn back - I would not give up a moment of that experience with my children. Such a wonderful private thing between the two of you......................enjoy it! Be healthy:) Good luck.