Today is bittersweet for me, I finally broke the 340 barrier I was dealing with, but at the same time, I cant believe that I let myself get past there in the first place. Its easy to go on with your life living in a state of denial when you're big. Thats how I found myself up over 400 pounds. I would just go on. Go on ignoring that I had trouble buckling my seatbelt, trouble getiting into the bathroom stalls in public, and forget about getting a booth at a resaraunt- I needed the table.
Its hard to say what contributed to my denial, but I'm awake now, and doing something about it. I still struggle with wanting to binge all the time, but I'm slowly gaining more and more willpower.
Heres to better choices, and healthier living!