Here I go!
This is it!
I am doing this FINALLY!
I have to take time to take care of ME! That's not selfish it's smart.
I want my health back, to be able to enjoy life to the fullest, to make my body the temple God provided, to be around for my husband & kids and enjoy every moment :)
The truth is my favorite thing is smiling, being the sunshine in a room and enjoying life!
But, after years of being frustrated with putting so much time into everyone else, I have left nothing for me and that is what I feel like right now, NOTHING! When I look in the mirror I do not see me, a happy, joy filled young lady, I don't recognize myself. WHY WHY WHY did I let myself get to this point? I want my smile back, my love of life, joy filled days and pride in accomplishing this!
Soooooo, no more excuses, no more wasting time for the right moment to start living again with my smile...NOW :)
My head is in the right place now, I have found a plan that works for me. I have tried soooooo many extreme diet plans that are just that, extreme and with a family with four kids 8 and under I have to be able to do this daily.
After seeing Extreme Weightloss with Chris & Heidi Powell I found what can work. Carb cycling lets me do real good for you foods. On the episode with Georgeanna, Chris pointed she had accomplished 90lbs in her first 90 days and how people at home, what we could accomplish in 90 short days. I don't know why but that clicked for me, not 365 days but 90. I can do that!!! My birthday happens to be in about 90 days and I want to see what I can do.
God is SO amazing to love me the way I am. BUT I don't believe this is what He wants for my life. I will make this change for good.
We will see how much I can lose and I will keep going till I reach my healthy weight!!!
SMILING IS MY FAVORITE!!!! Proverbs 15:13
:)