I have a 4 month old baby girl and every time I look at her, I see how beautiful she is and I want to be the healthiest version of myself that I can be for her and for myself. I feel so awful because a couple days ago I was down 1.5 pounds. I weighed myself today and I'm right back at the initial weigh in. Ugh.. I know I shouldn't be weighing myself too often and I know I need to stay positive. This is my 2nd dietbet and the first one I did was successful so I KNOW I can do it again. I want to be confident and to love myself so my little girl can grow up and see that, and love herself too. It's so motivating and it helps me remember to stay positive! I don't ever want her to have to go through self hatred or negative feelings about her body. I want her to grow up seeing a positive and healthy example and for her to emulate that. I did the math a few days ago and if I was to continue losing 4% of my body weight every month until her 1st birthday I would lose over 60 pounds and be at a healthy BMI.
I WANT THAT.
I WILL ACHIEVE THAT.
I'M DOING THIS FOR HER, FOR MYSELF, FOR MY FUTURE. <3