Whenever I have a bad day, I look back at my blogs and realize I shouldn't be complaining. I'm living the reality that I would have thought was unattainable if this were July (when I started). My past self would be angry to know I am being such a baby when I've lost as much as I have. When I think of it that way, and look at all of my accomplishments along the way, it makes me feel better. Yesterday was a terrible day emotionally for me as well. I don't give into foods anymore when I'm emotional, but I haven't found something to replace food to help me deal with my emotions yet.