DAY 27: Being Fat Is... Lonely

04/20/2015 8:28AM

So, the other part of that is that I'm struck by the self-depreciation in your post. I get it, I know it well, I struggle with it every day. For me, I only got it under control with some anxiety meds, and for the first time ever I feel like I don't have to be mean to myself-- that I can do this the right way without beating myself up the whole time. It's a new world for me, and I'm liking the process much more than other attempts in the past. I hope you do treat yourself well, because you deserve it. Look at what a response you've gotten! You aren't alone in these struggles, and while the internet isn't the same as a hug, I hope you feel just a little less lonely.

Pirwaki

I know I sound harsh with myself sometimes, but I don't hate myself. I'm disappointed in myself and am just raw with my feelings. Treating myself well is what I've started doing by eating right and getting exercise, and part of combating the loneliness I'm experiencing is by finding a community here with people who understand the challenges of being overweight, both privately and publicly. I do feel less lonely, and I hope you also do. :)