I've had so many ups and downs too. I basically had to start over my third month. Im now only a tiny bit below where I was in January. You aren't alone! If this were easy we wouldn't be here. I just keep reminding myself that I'm learning SO much about myself and at least making positive emotional progress. Things will come together for me so long as I don't give up. I think. I hope. So, hang in there! You have more support here than you even know. :-). I've got your back! You can do this! We are all here still trying and I'm proud of that :-)
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