I know why my weight gain is present. I do not follow a good diet plan. I actually struggle with probably taking in two little calories and then binging it later. I have no accountability so this group would be great to start that. I play a huge mental game with myself of how far I have to go to be a healthy size and it becomes overwhelming for me so I give up right away. I also deal with a very stressful acts that involves a child custody and I tend to be stressed due to that. I turn to food as a comfort. I have lost hundred pounds in three times in my life so I know what I have to do, it's just sad that I cannot put my finger on it this time and it is the ultimately most important time ever being a mom.