Hi Sarah, My name's Kellie. I'm sorry to friend you without asking, but I saw your post in Autumn's game and this is the only way I could respond (I'm not a player in that game) Anyway, I was reading your post about having a bad week and I just wanted to send you some encouragement. When I got to this page I saw your other post about having lost 50 plus pounds and although you've been able to rely on your faith, it's been a lonely journey at times. You've mentioned how hard this journey can be, especially without your husband involved. I completely agree! While my husband is supportive of anything I want to do, he doesn't seem to understand that keeping chocolate doughnuts or a cheesecake in the house for his 3-4 piece nightly dessert makes things difficult!Still, I think what inspired me to contact you is the fear that you've mentioned in both posts. You are so brave to admit that you are scared. You've worked super hard to get to this point of your journey, but I promise you are not on the edge of some cliff that you could fall off of at any moment. I'm just beginning to realize that I binge when I'm trying not to feel negative emotions. So, I want to congratulate you on your progress so far and encourage you to be scared without judging yourself or running from it. It's ok to feel lonely or scared or anything else that comes along. Give yourself a second to feel that way, and then work on what you're thinking to make those feelings happen. I didn't know when I started this