So sorry about your baby. Welcome on board and if you ever need to talk l am here. I lost my daughter in 2010 and have been through so many emotions since, and packed on the weight. I am also raising her children 3 boys 1 girl 5, 9, 10 and 15. So l have used food as my medication.. Dietbet has been a life saver slowly but surely the weight is going to come off! GOOD LUCK and keep the faith! YOU CAN DO IT!