I'm feeling kind of down on myself. I fell way off of the wagon over the last month and a half. I had a lot of life stuff happen. My sister has started living with us and it's thrown my whole routine off. Ive also been under a great deal of stress at work. I gained back everything that I worked so hard to loose. I have started a food journal again and started up running again. That's why I feel optimistic. I may have took a short detour on my journey but I am back on the path. All I can do is keep looking forward. It's bound to get better.