Ahhh Reggie. I wish I could give you a hug, man. There's nothing anyone can say that can make this any easier for you. Especially given everything that has been going on with your family recently. I feel you with the depression and not engaging... it's a shitty spiral. Feeling sad, so you don't reach out, but then you feel sad for not reaching out when you know you should, which makes you even more sad... It's hard to break out of that. Don't beat yourself up over it. Do what you can, when you can, to make yourself feel as good as you can. Maybe walks with the dog, now that it's getting nice out? Is it warming up there in Minnesota yet, at least?! ;) I hope your upcoming tests come back with the best possible results. And I hope you have a good support system there in Minnesota to help you keep up your sense of humor and hope. Know that you have that here in the Warriors, though. We're here for you.
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