Back to the Beginning

Grumble, grumble, grumble

So here I am again, right back to almost where I started last year. I was doing great and keeping what I had lost in my previous transformer off until February then I lost my mind.

I had lots of things going on, my dad got sick and was in the hospital, I went on several artist retreats and trips and just basically either overate due to stress or just plain ignored my healthy ways. So I am paying the price.

I just got back from an amazing vacation and I hate the pictures of me. I'll keep them, post them and cherish them but I won't ever resemble them again. The pic is of me in a resturant in Scotland. I like it but I don't love it and I am relly unhappy with myselft for being here agian.

I know I need to get back to eating healthy before I slide back to where I was before I started taking care of myself. I am still down 40 from my original start weight but I am up 14 from where I was in February :0(

I just joined another Transformer, this coming February I am joining my parents in the Turks and Caicos Islands for a week and I am determinied that I will be comfortable in my skin again!

Mrs De Ridder

08/09/2016 9:53AM

You can do this! I find that reflecting on my failure only depresses me. Maybe focusing on the fact you are down 40 can lift your spirits! You are amazing! Best of luck to you!

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Donna L.

08/07/2016 11:22PM

At least you're not giving up. Glad to see you're getting back on the right track. Good luck. :-)

Debbie

Thank you. I'll never give up. That would just put me right back to miserable LOL

FGC

08/07/2016 6:36PM

It is sooo hard to work on losing weight you've lost before! I'm working on a little of the same. But good for you to get right back at it again. You can do it.

Thank you!! I'm feeling motivated :0)

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