Spring is a hard time for me. I really try my hardest to overcome the seasonal affective disorder I have that hits hardest in spring. It is hard to write the truth, and how even the thought of getting in my work out clothes and going outside cuts me to my core, but I will fight. I work closly with doctors and my husband is very supportive and I am trying to stay positive when my body wants to curl up in a ball due to the weight and the pain in my heart. Coming to work today was tough but I must keep going and allow the meds to really work. I am over coming so much just by putting one foot in front of the other. I really want accountability partners who can encourage me and who I can encourage. I have been through so much in my life, I will not let this spring get me down any more than it already has. I will keep on keeping on and continue to pray for mercy and peace in my soul as I navigate through this spring. These dietbets are really helping me stay motivated.
Melissa