I'm definitely going to follow your progress and be thinking of you. Do you have anyone with you who is able to support you? I'm doing this with my gf and basically we have both had some rough patches and helped pull each other through. One thing we're doing to try to make ourselves more reliable is to make a weekly video and put it up on YouTube. No ones really watching them, but we're posting them, and that feels like a bigger commitment. You should try it! You can post one to us, YouTube.com/AndrewKLloyd I've been to yo-yoing my whole life, usually 20lbs up/down over a period of time. It's definitely frustrating and I'll be thinking positive thoughts for you and your presentation!