Well, we all reach a day when we know we have to begin, when change has to happen. Tonight, I signed up for DB, hoping that the financial incentive, or disincentive, of losing my own money will motivate me in a way that having goals, self-promises, and ideas of change in the not-too-distant future have not. It's really a shame that I cannot rely on the latter more to motivate me towards returning to a healthier, earlier state.

My reasons for wanting to lose weight and get healthy are manifold, and mostly quite obvious. I want to feel better. I feel better when I can move quickly, gracefully. When I don't feel overwhelmed by a staircase or a cross-campus walk between classes. I would like to improve my strength, flexibility, endurance. I would like to run 5Ks again, go biking, kayaking, hiking.

I slipped on the ice in the winter of 2014, my first bone fracture, and after two surgeries, things are not right yet. Mostly, I have not been jogging for 3 miles every morning like I did before the slip. I need to get back to that state. The change was slow, glacial, but similarly seemingly unstoppable. I lost weight at first, then slowly gained. I cannot accept my (very bad) doctor's advice that a person my age has to choose more suitable activities for a person my age. While this suggestion makes my lazy doctor's job easier, I will get back to being able to jog 3 miles/day, like I did before.

So, how to get there. I don't really have a secret formula. I know I have to make healthy food choices, increase my activity level, and start working out. I have a smoothie ready to jumpstart tomorrow morning, will cut out drinking soda, and am going to transition to a plant-strong diet. The CSCS at my school has made a great plan for my wife and I to follow; now I just have to follow it.

But I am not a zealot. I know there will be ups and downs, I know this effort will encompass body, mind, and spirit. I know I will have to give myself permission to make mistakes and bad choices, but will see the trendline move towards making healthier choices as the weight trendline hopefully starts dropping.

Day Zero of the Transformer Challenge. Six months--one semester--of changing a lifestyle. Starting tomorrow.