Instability or stability

Thanks for letting us into your life, and sharing! What a wonderful story. What a comparison of Honabe, trying a blue cushion and trying something new and learning new way to find balance in one's life. With anything in the beginning is the hardest to start something one isn't familiar with. But, once we build our confidence, keep trying we get better. Currently, I'm working on finding the strength within me like you had said, "...then it is like someone sticks a new kind of pad under my foot, unbalancing me ... again. All the piece fly apart so that I have to figure out how to gather them together finding a new level of stability and balance by learning new interactions between nutrition, rest, exercise, mindset, emotions, etc."