I'm very excited about going for a hike tomorrow, possibly staying the night outside and continuing the next day. Yet, as stoked as I feel I'm also reluctant. I hate to fail. Or even be perceived as a failure. It is just a personal problem I have. I hope my friend isn't too hard on me that I'll be accompaning. I wonder exactly how many miles we will go in one day .. I'll be packing 2-3 pairs of shoes, layered clothing, food and water. All I know is that this is living! I am grateful to God that I can do this and to remember that it will not kill me (I hope).