You've done some deep soul searching and have discovered reasons why you are where you are. Now, what are you going to do about it - or the bigger question, are you at the point yet when you are READY to do something about it? For many years I was at the 'I've got to lose weight', I've got to do something' stage, but never did. You've got to get to the point where you're ready to DO. Good luck and this is an awesome site to get all the support and encouragement you need.
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