I am so disappointed in myself right now! I totally lost focus and motivation. I have been going through so much (most of which I put myself through). The holiday, the 4th, put me in a tailspin I have yet to recover from. I get so emotionally upset on holidays cause I build up all these expectations in my head. When things don't go right what do I do? Eat! Actually I drink pop! I have also been searching for a job with no luck. My best friend man support system love is not here with me either. SETBACKS in my life that I can't control. I'm trying to tell myself that I can control what I put in my body and I can control my workouts! I have nothing but time to work out. I have got to change my Mindset, so my Setbacks won't destroy my Motivation!