My partner and I of 11montsh and 2 days, seperated 2 nights ago. 

I havent really cheated except for when my friend brought me candy to cheer me up. i ate only 600cals of it and threw away the rest (they gave me 4 dif bags of candy lol)

But ive been crying a lot. trying hard not to stuff down my emotions with food.

It was "mutual breakup" but really. he grew distant and nothing i did and tried brought us back to the old us. He wasnt willing to change for me so we decided to split. and Im honestly devastated.

I have to go on a 1 week trip to Kentucky tomorrow to see my sister. family support will be great but u know vacations. and long car rides. all u want is snacks.

im not to worried. ill do my best. but ive have like 7 sobbing sessions since the break up. id love to just not feel. id love to just eat candy right now.

im heart broken and this sucks