You are so sweet, and you do write very well. That sounds like a really awesome Bible study - I always, always struggle with putting my trust in the Lord and turning to Him rather than wordly things like food. And you have such a good point about foods being a reward. I totally pray I keep things like that in mind when raising my kids. I see me doing this already with my son...eeeek. :( And I understand soooo much about this being yet another attempt at the lifestyle change. You and me both. But this time it will happen. I just know it. We will stick to it and live happier, healthier lives!