Down the Rabbit Hole

Thank you for sharing Reggie. You know there are so many of us here that truly care about you. Funny how that can happen just in cyberspace, but it does. When you were off the grid, we worried, when you came back, we cheered. I smiled as I got to the end of your post because what I felt was hope. I adopted our daughter when she was 13 - I am her THIRD legal mother - did you know that? Abandonment issues run deep and do real damage and I know first hand that not dealing with them is not a good strategy to say the least. I am sorry there is so much pain and stress associated with those that you love and interact with regularly. You of course can only control what you do for you, with you and to you. I am so glad you sought help and that you came back to us. I hope you regain control of your coping skills which were rooted in the healthy habits you developed. You did it once, I have confidence you can do it again. Cheering for you all the way...