Once again, I'm not feeling great about this month. We lost one of our cats 2 weeks ago to a very serious and sudden health problem, but even dealing with that grief, I did not veer far off course. I had 1 meal that was a little too big from panda express (weeks ago) and a few days where I was pretty close to what should be maintenance for me. Otherwise, I have stayed below my calorie goal. Still no luck.
I went up a few pounds for about a week after the last weigh-in and I've just now gotten back TO that weight. It feels very much like I'm not allowed to enjoy things, there's absolutely no wiggle room.
I did watch the Kurzgesagt video recent that digs into how exercise affects weight loss (very little, if at all) and have since adjusted my expectations, but all this knowledge really does it make it feel even harder, as there's no "eating back" exercise calories.